New xanga~

www.xanga.com/florz

30th of Dec, the year is coming to an end. Its been one month and one day since i've seen my boy~ can't wait to see him in another 2~3 weeks....hurry up and come back lar....

~2004 Recap~

(taken from Friendster)

How many official BF/ GF?

I guess 3-4…depending on inclusive or exclusive.

How many break ups?

So many that I’ve used up my quote for the rest of my life~ haha coz the chances of me breaking up now with him, is very small lar~

How many crushes?

Nope~~ not a kid no more, crushes are a waste of time. Either go for it, or leave it behind. Don’t stand there and do nothing…coz its not gona ever be yours if you just sit and wait

Care to mention any names?

People who can be bothered to look at my xanga all know about what has happened to me this year~

How many people did you reject this year?

3

Had to say goodbye to anyone?

I say goodbye to people every day ga bor! Lucky enough this year I haven’t had to say permanent goodbyes to anyone. I come back to Hong Kong often enough that its like I live here anyway.

Missed anyone?

Yup, especially my boyfriend in Sydney now.

Win anything?

Haha I’ve never really WON anything, but this is pretty funny. Peter, Geoffrey and I were buying something at Charlie Chan’s. Geoffrey got one dollar change, and coz I was beside him complaining that its cold etc etc, he gave me that dollar and told me to go play pokies. Anyway at first peter was next to me and I kept losing. Then the minute he left I won 9 bucks….then in another 5 minutes I got 20 bucks~ wooo hooo..hahaha~ I probably used all my luck in winning that 20 bucks…coz me always very “hak jai”

Best movie?

Rarely watch movies, I guess I’ll have to say Fahrenheit 911~ but it’s a documentary

Best Song?

Burn- Usher; 16^th Lover – Joey Yung

Best month?

Dec 03 – Jan 04 ~~~ after the hsc, everyone went crazy~ it was so carefree, so happy and so playful. The colors of university life were so attractive to all of us high school kids. During that time we were all still living in our blissful ignorance. This year I got my first taste of stepping into the shoes of an adult, started getting responsibilities put on my shoulder. I guess my best month would be the start of the year, because during the year, there were so many times that I broke down and cried, cried and cried about how stupid I was about love, life and university. I might of looked like I was fine all through the year, laughing, playing, drinking…you could all hear me laugh, but could you hear me cry on the inside?

Lessons you have learnt from 04’?

-         If its not right for you, let it go.

-         There is a time to study and a time to play.

-         If you want it, go for it, its not gonna be served to you on a plate

-         Look confident even when you are not, coz it can fool a lot of people.

Clothing item/ outfit of the year?

Still my LV look alike Converse….been wearing them for 2 years and still love them heaps

Hairstyle of the year?

My hair after Marcus decided he wanted me to look very YING and cut a whole chunk off…still tryna grow it back…

Jewelry of the year?

Diamond Necklace + earrings (2 sets – one from mum, one from peter)

Make-up Product of the year?

RMK- mascara, Shu Uemura- Eye Shadow, Shiseido- PN lip gloss and nail polish, Giorgio Armani- Compact and Eyeliner, Lancome- juicy tubes

Perfume of the Year?

Oui- Lancome, Baby Doll- YSL, Dior me or me not- Dior, Ralph – Ralph Lauren, Her- Giorgio Armani, Echo- Davidoff

Car of the Year?

Not interested

Drink of the Year?

Watermelon Martini (coz me in love with watermelon), Mango Tango, B-52 (3 shots nearly killed me)

Class of the Year?

Hahaha MACROECONOMICS with Kelly and Cat in my Tutorial… We talked or passed notes the whole way through; laughed at our tutor coz he had a pretty bad dress sense; depised the girl called “SOPHIA” coz she was trying to hit onto the tutor, tried to answer all the questions even though her answers were WRONG. Also that honkie guy that was tryna hit onto Kelly…(someone give him a mirror). We were always late for class (enough though we arrived at the room EARLY, because we HAD to have a CIGGIE before we went in and after class). We had a GREAT time…and I guess our “efforts” was reflected in my macro mark…. ^___^”

Recreational Activity of the Year?

BBQ on NYE at Repulse Bay and Brunos 19^th Birthday party

Technology of the Year?

No idea

Anything you regret doing this year?

Yeh there are somethings that I regret~ the biggest one is always yelling at my dad when I’m in a bad mood.

Happiest moment?

-         20^th January – Bruno’s Birthday

-         28^th January – Special Night

-         14^th February – Spring Dinner for the Company – got compliments from everyone I did I really good job

-         10-17^th September – First week of meeting Peter and developing from a friendship to a relationship

-         28 - 29^th November – Day I left Sydney~ happy and sad. Got up really early on the 28^th. First to fish market for fresh sashimi stuff, then walked over to Star City and won $10 for the sticker pix we were gona take. After that we were both too tired, so went home and slept for a while. After about 2 hours, went down to buy stuff for me to make some Won ton~ Cooked and ate. Took a few pics with Andy and then afterwards at about 2 me and peter went for a walk around town. Down to the Rocks, opera house, sat and talked for a while, and then walked back home as the sun was about to rise~ sad to leave, but happy to have you with me.

Saddest moment?

31^st January – Fun day, but sad sad night. Cried my eyeballs out.

21^st February

17^th July – the day that reality hits and it hits hard.

Most uncomfortable moment?

Night of the HKSS Harbour Cruise.

Do you think you changed this Year?

Yes I have changed a lot this year I think. In a way I’ve grown up in the field of love, become more cynical and less fairy tale. I really think I’ve become a very moody person, I can go on a emotional rollercoaster at any unexpected time. Last year I was quite a happy person, even though I had to face the stresses of the HSC. But this year was quite difficult for me, with a lot of CHANGES in my life, like leaving high school, moving house, the situation in Hong Kong, relationship problems. There were a lot of things that challenged me this year. Some I decided to confront, but some I left in the back of my mind. Now ready for a new year, I’ve come to confront all my problems and defeated them. I can feel that I’m a lot lighter and that I’ve dropped my burden of rocks and moved on from the past.

moving my xanga to a new location as of 1st of January. for a new year i want a fresh start to things and put down all the unhappy things that happened in year 2004.

I'll be releasing my new website address soon~ hope you guys will come and visit! Now let me post something for someone special...

last nite went to hot pot with suz suz, Ruby, Ada, Steven, kim, and rachel.

talked over so many things~ steven was so isolated coz we had an ALL girls table! wahahhaha too bad...but he's half woman anyway~ so it doesn't matter.

anyway really happy to see my friends, had so much fun~

after dinner went to LKF for a drink which was really nice~ had a B-52 and the Fong Classic which were both pretty sweet.

still no plans for xmas...you think i really have to have a "lonely lonely xmas, merry merry xmas"? freakin hell.

had a really horrible dream last nite.

ok lets start with what happened in order (in the dream).

I was out with my friends playing, and then i was on the way home on a taxi. got off in front of my apartment block, then a guy grabbed me by the neck and pulled me into a van and raped me.  (MAN...it felt so real...but it was just a dream)

I woke up this morning in a panic. I thought it was real. I remember having this feeling i wanted to kill myself coz i didn't know how to face my boyfriend. But after a while my head started to clear a little and i realised it wasn't real at all; it was just a dream

Phew, good thing i didn't do anything stupid